At this point, its pretty damn clear to me that you don’t want me around. Its always so hostile, I feel unwanted. Honestly, you’re just so goddamn mean. Its like you’re evil, straight up cold as ice. You remind me of my dad… a bitter old man. I truly don’t know what I did to you for you to be so fucked up & fowl towards me. I don’t know what to do, what I want to do, everything is so screwed & chopped in my head..
He loves me… he loves me not